*Chellie* =o) (chelliebellie27) wrote,
*Chellie* =o)

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Momma Said There'd Be Days Like This.....

Isn't that a song or something? *sigh* I am having a horrible day, and it's only 10:30. I want to go back to bed and hide under the covers and not come back out until tomorrow. I didn't sleep well last night at all, and yesterday was just the day from hell....so when I got home from work last night I took a shower and then chilled on the couch to watch American Idol. I ended up falling asleep about 9:30 or so and then about 11:30 my brother comes storming in the door, knocking stuff around. I hate being woken up in the first place, but being woken up by someone being rude just doesn't sit at the top of my "Things to be woken up by" list.

He went downstairs, changed his clothes and the came back upstairs. First thing he did was call his soon to be ex-wife and start yelling at her. That went on till the wee hours of the morning, so when I finally did go upstairs to go to sleep....I couldn't sleep anyway. Then my neighbors, who seemed to have forgotten that their bedroom is connected to mine, were gettin' it on and being VERY loud...louder than usual. It sucked. SO I ended up grabbing a pillow and blanket and going in Michaels room and falling asleep with him.

So this morning I overslept...I'm working from home today so it's not so bad, but Michael was late for school.. I got home and his dad calls and starts yelling at me about never calling him back last night. He hung up on me!! I'm supposed to call him back AFTER he hangs up on me? I really think NOT! So then he proceeds to tell me that he'll be here friday evening to pick michael up and that I will have to come pick him up Sunday evening. I'm sorry I've played that game once, I'm not playing it again. If he wants him...he should pick him up and bring him back..only fair! Besides, if he's gonna drive the 3 hours from Atlanta...then why shouldn't he be obligated to drive the 3 hours to bring him back? Then he told me he wasn't paying any more child support until he got regular visitation. It's not MY fault that he doesn't show up when HE says he will! I hate this..it's like a constant fight with him even when he's not here!

I'm just in one of those moods where you feel like everything makes you want to cry and you're not sure why. I'm just feeling all out of whack today...lonely, upset, confused, depressed, bored...you name it I feel it. I don't know what is up. I don't get this way very often, but when I do it isn't a pretty thing. I find myself tearing up over the dumbest, insignificant things, and then the things that should really bother me....really don't.

Oh well, i guess I will go for now. Hope all is well with everyone ...I'll talk to you soon!
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